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10.29.2007
2007 WORLD SERIES CHAMPS!
The Bo-Red Sox win it all in 4 games. Jonathan Paplebon strikes out Smith in the bottom of the ninth, we got Tek jumping into his hrms and us Red Sox fans can't be more happier with that and A-Rod opting out of his NY Yanks deal. GOOD NIGHT!
10.28.2007
What If
What if the world ended now or was launched into darkness when everything you loved and cared about disappeared and died out. What if that special someone died a tragic death or your best friend abandoned you. What if you justopened your eyes to reality...
It seems that people don't acknowledge the whole reality of things to a point where their decisions are based on their insecurity. There's that point of keeping it positive, but you know that there are consecences or complications that could happen. You tell yourself it's not gonna happen so it won't, but some people can't live with that there's a point where you know that you just need to flow and not get caught up in their insecurity.
I guess in a way you can call being positive insecure because your reasurring yourself that something good might happen even though there are all those possibilities it won't. But you do know when you're keeping yourself positive, and then just trying to assure yourself or make you look good like when President Bush said, "You're either with us or you're a terrorist." A bold statement, but insecurity lingers because deep down inside, he knows there are people who live in America that don't believe that. There are those who wish they had nothing to do with the US, but they keep their mouths shut because if you've got something bad to say, it's best you don't say it at all.
People also have to hide things from others. Like the fact that gay people exist from their children or that gays are people to be avoided. They hide it because they hope that those people who are gay will sort themselves out and be 'normal' when that is normal for those people. Eventually their children will get to the real world where they won't be protected by their parents and will be shocked by the reality that was hidden from them.
It seems there are a lot of 'what if's in todays world. What if this or that happened. It's hard to distinguish being insecure from being positive and I have to believe that they go hand in hand and there's that part of insecurity that can control your life if you let it get out of control.
Then we have to acknowledge at least once that our choices and decisions all have consequences and complications like who we choose to be friends with. If you don't acknowledge what could happen, then you're hiding yourself from the realities of today's world that is filled with violence and immaturity that our governments are so good at showing us. No nation is perfect. No country, no leader, and no greater power like God. No one is perfect, I don't think God is perfect either. Science says that God doesn't exist, so what I believe scientifically will be different when I view things religiously.
I attend church less than three times a year and do no practice Cathlicism religiously as if ever curse I say will send me to the depths of Hell or every good deed will rise me to the pearly gates of Heaven above. I'm not sure I believe all that crap about Jesus and I'm not sure I trully believe in God. I think religion is a sign of insecurity because we're believing a force that could make everything better for us when it scientifically doesn't exist. Gods, forces of evil like the Devil.
I don't believe in sins religiously either. "Goddamnit" is something I've said and what people in the Catholic religion call blaspheming and what do I care? Maybe there's nothing after life because we can't prove that scientifically. Only by what we believe. Is it always "God forgive me for taking His name in vain" something I should ask? Guess that depends who I ask because destiny will determine whatever will happen to me.
Now don't get me wrong, I respect what you believe and what others believe and I don't go around telling everyone that religion is something I don't practice strongly. After all, this blog is full of my opinions so if you're gonna get mad at me for saying all this, then stop reading.
But there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of those what ifs and if I'm doing anything wrong not believing religiously. I sometimes wonder what my life will turn out to be once I get through finishing High School and college. I always who I'll end up with and I'll always hope it is my boyfriend now, but we've got a long way to go.
Don't you ever stop and wonder thought? What might happen to us in the future or where we'll be when another year passes, maybe even days and hours. Can we be so sure that the world isn't gonna end in 5 years in December 21, 2012? Maybe it will and I won't get to do things that I'd like to do because the world ended too soon.
Our time is ticking drastically and if we don't open up to reality, don't open our minds, and don't open our hearts. Some of those what ifs could clearly be our sad and tragic futures.
It seems that people don't acknowledge the whole reality of things to a point where their decisions are based on their insecurity. There's that point of keeping it positive, but you know that there are consecences or complications that could happen. You tell yourself it's not gonna happen so it won't, but some people can't live with that there's a point where you know that you just need to flow and not get caught up in their insecurity.
I guess in a way you can call being positive insecure because your reasurring yourself that something good might happen even though there are all those possibilities it won't. But you do know when you're keeping yourself positive, and then just trying to assure yourself or make you look good like when President Bush said, "You're either with us or you're a terrorist." A bold statement, but insecurity lingers because deep down inside, he knows there are people who live in America that don't believe that. There are those who wish they had nothing to do with the US, but they keep their mouths shut because if you've got something bad to say, it's best you don't say it at all.
People also have to hide things from others. Like the fact that gay people exist from their children or that gays are people to be avoided. They hide it because they hope that those people who are gay will sort themselves out and be 'normal' when that is normal for those people. Eventually their children will get to the real world where they won't be protected by their parents and will be shocked by the reality that was hidden from them.
It seems there are a lot of 'what if's in todays world. What if this or that happened. It's hard to distinguish being insecure from being positive and I have to believe that they go hand in hand and there's that part of insecurity that can control your life if you let it get out of control.
Then we have to acknowledge at least once that our choices and decisions all have consequences and complications like who we choose to be friends with. If you don't acknowledge what could happen, then you're hiding yourself from the realities of today's world that is filled with violence and immaturity that our governments are so good at showing us. No nation is perfect. No country, no leader, and no greater power like God. No one is perfect, I don't think God is perfect either. Science says that God doesn't exist, so what I believe scientifically will be different when I view things religiously.
I attend church less than three times a year and do no practice Cathlicism religiously as if ever curse I say will send me to the depths of Hell or every good deed will rise me to the pearly gates of Heaven above. I'm not sure I believe all that crap about Jesus and I'm not sure I trully believe in God. I think religion is a sign of insecurity because we're believing a force that could make everything better for us when it scientifically doesn't exist. Gods, forces of evil like the Devil.
I don't believe in sins religiously either. "Goddamnit" is something I've said and what people in the Catholic religion call blaspheming and what do I care? Maybe there's nothing after life because we can't prove that scientifically. Only by what we believe. Is it always "God forgive me for taking His name in vain" something I should ask? Guess that depends who I ask because destiny will determine whatever will happen to me.
Now don't get me wrong, I respect what you believe and what others believe and I don't go around telling everyone that religion is something I don't practice strongly. After all, this blog is full of my opinions so if you're gonna get mad at me for saying all this, then stop reading.
But there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of those what ifs and if I'm doing anything wrong not believing religiously. I sometimes wonder what my life will turn out to be once I get through finishing High School and college. I always who I'll end up with and I'll always hope it is my boyfriend now, but we've got a long way to go.
Don't you ever stop and wonder thought? What might happen to us in the future or where we'll be when another year passes, maybe even days and hours. Can we be so sure that the world isn't gonna end in 5 years in December 21, 2012? Maybe it will and I won't get to do things that I'd like to do because the world ended too soon.
Our time is ticking drastically and if we don't open up to reality, don't open our minds, and don't open our hearts. Some of those what ifs could clearly be our sad and tragic futures.
10.26.2007
Money
It seems no one cares about love or peace or so on because everything seems to revolve around money. Everyone wants to be doctors and lawyers because they are high paying jobs. Where is the happiness? If it's only for the money, you're not living your life up to it's purpose. It's about living it to it's fullest, the goddamn American dream that people forget about. It's never about love, it's money and money is money.
People marry rich people, not exactly the happy couple, end up in messy divorces and heartbreaks that might have been better off if you could be happy with what you have. Stop worring about what you don't have. Someday you might get it, but you don't live in the past, you live in the present and what's in your future (and I don't mean five seconds from now) is up to destiny, money shouldn't determine what you enjoy. You oughta love what you do because life is shorter than you know it. The average lifespan is only about 70-80 years depending where you live. That isn't long enough to do everything once you factor in your limitations because of age.
Stop regretting, don't let negativity get the best of you. Open your mind, soak in the changes and forget money. Break money down from where it came from and that's metal and paper which isn't worth much if you think about it. Money, if there weren't governments, wouldn't be worth anything. That's an unreal reality, but it is nothing more that something that has a lawfully set value to make us in debt and marking owndership of items.
There's a point where money makes our choices, almost like the pressures our family and friends set for us. Whether we ignore or follow is determined on your sense of pride, or which one will bring you more money. The people who are the best will listen to their hearts and let it speak because that's the only thing that matters.
Of course we shouldn't forget money because without it, we can't function, but you don't need it to control your life. Don't take things literally now.
People marry rich people, not exactly the happy couple, end up in messy divorces and heartbreaks that might have been better off if you could be happy with what you have. Stop worring about what you don't have. Someday you might get it, but you don't live in the past, you live in the present and what's in your future (and I don't mean five seconds from now) is up to destiny, money shouldn't determine what you enjoy. You oughta love what you do because life is shorter than you know it. The average lifespan is only about 70-80 years depending where you live. That isn't long enough to do everything once you factor in your limitations because of age.
Stop regretting, don't let negativity get the best of you. Open your mind, soak in the changes and forget money. Break money down from where it came from and that's metal and paper which isn't worth much if you think about it. Money, if there weren't governments, wouldn't be worth anything. That's an unreal reality, but it is nothing more that something that has a lawfully set value to make us in debt and marking owndership of items.
There's a point where money makes our choices, almost like the pressures our family and friends set for us. Whether we ignore or follow is determined on your sense of pride, or which one will bring you more money. The people who are the best will listen to their hearts and let it speak because that's the only thing that matters.
Of course we shouldn't forget money because without it, we can't function, but you don't need it to control your life. Don't take things literally now.
10.23.2007
Insecurity, Part 2
I recently had a friend tell me their beliefs in love. How that money factors in a lot and how my current relationship could all factor on money. I chose to disagree, but I'll admit one thing that I'm using insecurity. I'm telling myself that money is worth nothing when in reality, it is even though it's just paper and metal.
I'll continue to drive on this insecurity because I'm happy, thought I'm not totally insecure about my BF and I. There are things we both know about getting into relationships this young, the things that will happen once we get older and get to High School and college. Yet it's best to keep things positive, with a little help of insecurity, and let that drive me forward because I could be one in a million to continue my goals of having this relationship last forever because that's how much I'm in love right now.
You know who you are, the friend that sent me that email, and I'll tell you one thing that I might have mention in the reply, I respect what other's think, yet I will continue to go on as if it never was said to keep myself happy, out of sadness like depression, and I will continue to go on until something changes my opinions.
Call me insecure, or driven by love, I don't care. This is just one of the things I strongly believe in is love, not money, not what the rest of you think of me. I'm not being rude, I'm not trying to offend my friend, I'm just stating something and whatever my friend said to me will never stand in my way of communicating with her.
So thank you, my friend who sent that email (You know who you are).
I'll continue to drive on this insecurity because I'm happy, thought I'm not totally insecure about my BF and I. There are things we both know about getting into relationships this young, the things that will happen once we get older and get to High School and college. Yet it's best to keep things positive, with a little help of insecurity, and let that drive me forward because I could be one in a million to continue my goals of having this relationship last forever because that's how much I'm in love right now.
You know who you are, the friend that sent me that email, and I'll tell you one thing that I might have mention in the reply, I respect what other's think, yet I will continue to go on as if it never was said to keep myself happy, out of sadness like depression, and I will continue to go on until something changes my opinions.
Call me insecure, or driven by love, I don't care. This is just one of the things I strongly believe in is love, not money, not what the rest of you think of me. I'm not being rude, I'm not trying to offend my friend, I'm just stating something and whatever my friend said to me will never stand in my way of communicating with her.
So thank you, my friend who sent that email (You know who you are).
10.22.2007
My Boyfriend
I know I've had a lot about by boyfriend, and I promise that I won't mention him that much after this post. Though I feel that talking about him makes our relationship grow because of the positive feelings we have towards it.
You can look at us around our friends. There are things that could possibly link us together as a couple, but most of that stuff is just seen as good friends, best friends. We both have two different sides. There's that part that only surfaces when we're alone, or at least where no one will pay attention to our love and affection. Then there's that part of us that's all around all the time when our friends are around. Occasionally, that infamous smile of his pops up during lunch, and it just melts my heart. I'll return the smile and then we're on our way, carrying out conversations as if we never acknowledged anything between us.
Perhaps it's better that way because rumours don't go around. Our friends won't taunt us as if we were celebrities of the school. For those who pick up on it mention here and there, then they go on with their lives.
When we do acknowledge it fully, and if you've ever seen us alone, there is no way in the world anyone would mistake that for anything else besides love. The hand holding, the amazing kiss that I long for more of, and the affection we could keep piling at each other is endless.
Though I learned a lot. Like that size doesn't matter. He's probably a head shorter, but we'll deal and I think it's cute. I dig short guys. I was attracted to him because of his humour, the way he's got a way with words, and the small things he does like saying hello and goodbye even though we'd see each other in an hour, just a class period away. We may not go out together every weekend, but when we do, all those things add up into those few hours we've got. Then there's his personality that I can't explain because it's just so great. There's so many things we have to figure out.
We've been friends since third grade, we both don't keep up with fashion that well, and for those of my friends who I've told about us, they call it a fairytale. I'm lucky, I don't mean to brag, but being able to be with my longtime crush is something special. So cherish that someone who's special to you because they won't always be there in a tough reality.
Thanks for reading. I know that was probably painful for some of you and I'm sorry, but my friends wouldn't listen to me about this. I'd be made fun of and writting is my best way of expressing. I hope that whether in a relationship of between one, that someday you can or that you are happy.
You can look at us around our friends. There are things that could possibly link us together as a couple, but most of that stuff is just seen as good friends, best friends. We both have two different sides. There's that part that only surfaces when we're alone, or at least where no one will pay attention to our love and affection. Then there's that part of us that's all around all the time when our friends are around. Occasionally, that infamous smile of his pops up during lunch, and it just melts my heart. I'll return the smile and then we're on our way, carrying out conversations as if we never acknowledged anything between us.
Perhaps it's better that way because rumours don't go around. Our friends won't taunt us as if we were celebrities of the school. For those who pick up on it mention here and there, then they go on with their lives.
When we do acknowledge it fully, and if you've ever seen us alone, there is no way in the world anyone would mistake that for anything else besides love. The hand holding, the amazing kiss that I long for more of, and the affection we could keep piling at each other is endless.
Though I learned a lot. Like that size doesn't matter. He's probably a head shorter, but we'll deal and I think it's cute. I dig short guys. I was attracted to him because of his humour, the way he's got a way with words, and the small things he does like saying hello and goodbye even though we'd see each other in an hour, just a class period away. We may not go out together every weekend, but when we do, all those things add up into those few hours we've got. Then there's his personality that I can't explain because it's just so great. There's so many things we have to figure out.
We've been friends since third grade, we both don't keep up with fashion that well, and for those of my friends who I've told about us, they call it a fairytale. I'm lucky, I don't mean to brag, but being able to be with my longtime crush is something special. So cherish that someone who's special to you because they won't always be there in a tough reality.
Thanks for reading. I know that was probably painful for some of you and I'm sorry, but my friends wouldn't listen to me about this. I'd be made fun of and writting is my best way of expressing. I hope that whether in a relationship of between one, that someday you can or that you are happy.
10.17.2007
Possibilities of Love and My Relationship
There is some point where you can't stop thinking about the person you love and care about. You begin to need them more, have to hear their voice, and you find yourself doing little things just to be around them. Sometimes people take it too far, driving the person to leave them, but that's why you have to have control over your love. Again, love is something we shouldn't take lightly.
Yet is there different kinds of love? Which one is right, which one is wrong? Or are there more than two that we can't depict from the rest of today's hazards and dangers? Is it possible that depending on the person, we seek love differently? Perhaps, or maybe not, but the possibilites are wonderous. Probably beyond imagination when you start to think deeply about it. Sometimes that's what we get caught up in, thinking about love. It drives us too far, farther than we need to go. Control is also a key, but holding it back is wrong too. When is too little and when is too much? We can only tell ourselves because again, the possibilities of any of this are so large that no one could possibly say how we all look at love in one sentence. Okay, maybe, but those words would have to be strong and meaningful.
The thing is, when you're in love, you know you can't live without it. Then when it's gone, you break down because you think you can't when you can manage a little while without love. Pick yourself up and get back in the race because dwelling over heartbreaks and losses are not worth the short time we have in our lifetime. You only live once, so make the best of your love. Cherish it while it's there, as I will with my boyfriend right now. Though something tells me our love is totally unbreakable now. Something that won't easily break apart until something greater than the force of humans breaks it apart.
You readers don't know much about me and my boyfriend, but we love each other very much. More than you can tell from just seeing us socialize. But catch us alone, or somewhere where no one will notice our affection, and actually pay attention, you'll see the love that lingers between us. It's a hidden love. With the rumours of today, things get around quickly. A simple good working relationship will be turned into the most dramatic drama, greater than any play in New York City. So we tend to keep quiet.
Although expressing your feelings is important too. You can't work love without knowing how each other feels, how each other acts. If you truly love someone in a relationship, you have to get to know them. Of course you have time. I was lucky to know my boyfriend already, but there's the whole process of dating and hooking up beyond in a world I have yet to discover. Yet feelings don't come easily. It took a while for that first kiss we both wanted to do, but were too afraid. It took awhile for those three words, "I love you" to speak out to the point where we could say it without stuttering or feeling anxious about it. Yet love takes time, so don't rush it. Sometimes you wish you could speed it up, maybe it does, but don't rush it to the point where things are out of hand.
I'm not ready to give up my love right now. It would take the forces greater than human power to break my love. Maybe greater than the forces of nature. Of course when it breaks, I'll deal with it, but nothing at this point is in view. We've all been in and out of relationships, so don't give up hope to those of you working into or out of one. Hope isn't lost, nor is faith or courage. If you give up on yourself, you're only hurting yourself more. It's like when you cheat, you're only cheating yourself out.
Now remember this one thing, don't destroy other's relationships either. Jealousy is a sign of weakness. I'll tell you that about one of my ex-friends. I've seen her make fun of other relationships and I went along. Then mine came along, she was more hesitant, but I got kicked out of our lunch table and so I went to my boyfriend's. Her twin brother said it's jealousy. He said that out of all the people his sister would have guessed to have a boyfriend wasn't me and she was jealous. Jealousy isn't easy to hide. It shows greatly. It's one of the things I learned about. You oughta be happy for those who can expierience love. Something that is hard to find, yet we should all enjoy.
People say my relationship with my boyfriend won't last because we're young. I'd like to prove them wrong and make it last. I'd like to say forever and optomism is something you have to have. Believe and be faithful. If you're negative, nothing lasts. Yet I know nothing lasts forever and there's to a certain point where you have to stick with reality. Still, I'm here to prove something. I'm determined, but I can't be stubborn about it. Of course there's a one out of a million chance I'll merry my loving boyfriend, but hey, I'm trying to prove that relationships last and can last until our end of eternity. Go ahead, laugh at me, tell me I'm wrong, but I don't care. In fact, don't even bother to comment I'm just young and stupid because I won't publish it. It'll get a huge reject. Of course, that's critisism and I'm ready to take it, so it'll be published in the comments.
I know some of the people reading this, and I know that they believe in me because I don't know them well, but I know them enough that they will believe in me no matter how low I drop or how high I soar. Here's to you hughslady and lana. I send my love to you too because you've taught me a lot too. This might sound selfish, but I really believe that I can prove those people wrong who say that young relationships don't last because some of them do. Some of them pull through and those people live happily ever after, so why can't I? That's another thing, don't let people get you down or lower your hope, your optomism because it doesn't matter what people say. All that matters is what you know and what you think and what you can do. Don't ever let anything get to you.
So I've figured a lot of stuff out. My first working relationship has taught me a lot, and will teach me a lot more in the years to come. Learn from your mistakes, others' mistakes, your success, and others' success because everything is a learning process. Whether or not you take the time to find its meaning, you can learn.
Again, thank you hughslady, lana, my boyfriend, and love.
Yet is there different kinds of love? Which one is right, which one is wrong? Or are there more than two that we can't depict from the rest of today's hazards and dangers? Is it possible that depending on the person, we seek love differently? Perhaps, or maybe not, but the possibilites are wonderous. Probably beyond imagination when you start to think deeply about it. Sometimes that's what we get caught up in, thinking about love. It drives us too far, farther than we need to go. Control is also a key, but holding it back is wrong too. When is too little and when is too much? We can only tell ourselves because again, the possibilities of any of this are so large that no one could possibly say how we all look at love in one sentence. Okay, maybe, but those words would have to be strong and meaningful.
The thing is, when you're in love, you know you can't live without it. Then when it's gone, you break down because you think you can't when you can manage a little while without love. Pick yourself up and get back in the race because dwelling over heartbreaks and losses are not worth the short time we have in our lifetime. You only live once, so make the best of your love. Cherish it while it's there, as I will with my boyfriend right now. Though something tells me our love is totally unbreakable now. Something that won't easily break apart until something greater than the force of humans breaks it apart.
You readers don't know much about me and my boyfriend, but we love each other very much. More than you can tell from just seeing us socialize. But catch us alone, or somewhere where no one will notice our affection, and actually pay attention, you'll see the love that lingers between us. It's a hidden love. With the rumours of today, things get around quickly. A simple good working relationship will be turned into the most dramatic drama, greater than any play in New York City. So we tend to keep quiet.
Although expressing your feelings is important too. You can't work love without knowing how each other feels, how each other acts. If you truly love someone in a relationship, you have to get to know them. Of course you have time. I was lucky to know my boyfriend already, but there's the whole process of dating and hooking up beyond in a world I have yet to discover. Yet feelings don't come easily. It took a while for that first kiss we both wanted to do, but were too afraid. It took awhile for those three words, "I love you" to speak out to the point where we could say it without stuttering or feeling anxious about it. Yet love takes time, so don't rush it. Sometimes you wish you could speed it up, maybe it does, but don't rush it to the point where things are out of hand.
I'm not ready to give up my love right now. It would take the forces greater than human power to break my love. Maybe greater than the forces of nature. Of course when it breaks, I'll deal with it, but nothing at this point is in view. We've all been in and out of relationships, so don't give up hope to those of you working into or out of one. Hope isn't lost, nor is faith or courage. If you give up on yourself, you're only hurting yourself more. It's like when you cheat, you're only cheating yourself out.
Now remember this one thing, don't destroy other's relationships either. Jealousy is a sign of weakness. I'll tell you that about one of my ex-friends. I've seen her make fun of other relationships and I went along. Then mine came along, she was more hesitant, but I got kicked out of our lunch table and so I went to my boyfriend's. Her twin brother said it's jealousy. He said that out of all the people his sister would have guessed to have a boyfriend wasn't me and she was jealous. Jealousy isn't easy to hide. It shows greatly. It's one of the things I learned about. You oughta be happy for those who can expierience love. Something that is hard to find, yet we should all enjoy.
People say my relationship with my boyfriend won't last because we're young. I'd like to prove them wrong and make it last. I'd like to say forever and optomism is something you have to have. Believe and be faithful. If you're negative, nothing lasts. Yet I know nothing lasts forever and there's to a certain point where you have to stick with reality. Still, I'm here to prove something. I'm determined, but I can't be stubborn about it. Of course there's a one out of a million chance I'll merry my loving boyfriend, but hey, I'm trying to prove that relationships last and can last until our end of eternity. Go ahead, laugh at me, tell me I'm wrong, but I don't care. In fact, don't even bother to comment I'm just young and stupid because I won't publish it. It'll get a huge reject. Of course, that's critisism and I'm ready to take it, so it'll be published in the comments.
I know some of the people reading this, and I know that they believe in me because I don't know them well, but I know them enough that they will believe in me no matter how low I drop or how high I soar. Here's to you hughslady and lana. I send my love to you too because you've taught me a lot too. This might sound selfish, but I really believe that I can prove those people wrong who say that young relationships don't last because some of them do. Some of them pull through and those people live happily ever after, so why can't I? That's another thing, don't let people get you down or lower your hope, your optomism because it doesn't matter what people say. All that matters is what you know and what you think and what you can do. Don't ever let anything get to you.
So I've figured a lot of stuff out. My first working relationship has taught me a lot, and will teach me a lot more in the years to come. Learn from your mistakes, others' mistakes, your success, and others' success because everything is a learning process. Whether or not you take the time to find its meaning, you can learn.
Again, thank you hughslady, lana, my boyfriend, and love.
10.14.2007
Questions of Love
"WOW! Love is a topic that will be defined and analyzed forever and ever. It is different for everyone and there are many stages of love, as most of us know. It changes as we grow older and wiser; it can be passionate or destructive. I won't go into details; however, much is written about love.
When Mother Teresa's "doubts" about God came out just recently, I started to doubt also. She questioned God as love/happiness? Did she not find what she was looking for? Are some of us destined to never find true love?Does "true love" exist? What is it? Do we really know? Is there more than one possiblity?
There are too many questions and no answers to this subject. Hopefully, you will write about love, and what it means to each one of you! Maybe we can find a definition that is common to all of us."-Hughslady
Destiny, along with love, is a strange thing my friends. "Are some of us destined to never find love?" is what my dear friend Hughslady questions and I cannot say. Destiny is destiny. Whatever is destined will happened with no way to stop it. If it's someone's turn to die, you can't stop it, they will die, even if it's not in our place or time. I'd like to believe that everyone does find true love. Unfortunately, there are those who believe they never will and maybe they are right. I say this with all my heart, but "true love" does exist. If you look in the right places, you can find it. If not, true love will come knocking on your door. But what you believe is what you believe. I can only influence what people think. My voice is small out of millions.
Many possibilities and questions of love render too. There will be questions, too many that can't be answered in one lifetime. Maybe even in one hundred. Doubt love, it'll doubt you back. Question it, it'll question you back. There are so many things and people that we can love, and even if you think you've found true love, it's a possibility there's another. Maybe it doesn't exist, but I can't say because my beliefs say that it does. My heart, my soul, and my current relationship drive me to this. Maybe it'll change because things change, people change.
Our world is full of closed minds, people don't want to be open to a truth behind love. Some people think love is love and when it comes, it comes. When it's gone...it's gone, baby, gone. It breaks hearts, mends hearts, and makes hearts. It's a powerful force, something that we cannot truly define well. I think it's a force that we cannot identify with science. It's not something you put under a slide and say, "that's love!" No...love is invisible, yet when we put it to words, it doesn't come out as how good it is. Tingly, warm, heart-racing, just a few to name how some people would put love into words, but that's not enough because love does more than that. It fills you up and the way you feel can't be described. Maybe it will never be defined.
There's too much we don't know. We can fantasize, we can hope, we can dream, but whatever love is, it isn't something that is easily described or explained. It's more than a feeling, more than a seventh sense, more than a force of nature, it's something more mysterious than paranormal beings, superheroes, and nine feet tall men. It's there, and we don't use it enough. Someday love won't be here because we'll be gone. We're not using something that's there everyday for us to use. Please use it while you can because someday it'll float away, light as a feather, and only those who expierienced love will notice, will care. It's not something to take for granted, it's never something in a stronger sense.
Hughslady, I thank you for asking more questions. Something to write about and something I've been thinking a lot of lately. Any of those who are reading, please leave a comment about how you would describe love. It will greatly help my understanding of this force of nature that drives us all, or some of us. Love is part of life. Life is part of this world. Our world is part of the future that has many things for us. Don't let it die.
When Mother Teresa's "doubts" about God came out just recently, I started to doubt also. She questioned God as love/happiness? Did she not find what she was looking for? Are some of us destined to never find true love?Does "true love" exist? What is it? Do we really know? Is there more than one possiblity?
There are too many questions and no answers to this subject. Hopefully, you will write about love, and what it means to each one of you! Maybe we can find a definition that is common to all of us."-Hughslady
Destiny, along with love, is a strange thing my friends. "Are some of us destined to never find love?" is what my dear friend Hughslady questions and I cannot say. Destiny is destiny. Whatever is destined will happened with no way to stop it. If it's someone's turn to die, you can't stop it, they will die, even if it's not in our place or time. I'd like to believe that everyone does find true love. Unfortunately, there are those who believe they never will and maybe they are right. I say this with all my heart, but "true love" does exist. If you look in the right places, you can find it. If not, true love will come knocking on your door. But what you believe is what you believe. I can only influence what people think. My voice is small out of millions.
Many possibilities and questions of love render too. There will be questions, too many that can't be answered in one lifetime. Maybe even in one hundred. Doubt love, it'll doubt you back. Question it, it'll question you back. There are so many things and people that we can love, and even if you think you've found true love, it's a possibility there's another. Maybe it doesn't exist, but I can't say because my beliefs say that it does. My heart, my soul, and my current relationship drive me to this. Maybe it'll change because things change, people change.
Our world is full of closed minds, people don't want to be open to a truth behind love. Some people think love is love and when it comes, it comes. When it's gone...it's gone, baby, gone. It breaks hearts, mends hearts, and makes hearts. It's a powerful force, something that we cannot truly define well. I think it's a force that we cannot identify with science. It's not something you put under a slide and say, "that's love!" No...love is invisible, yet when we put it to words, it doesn't come out as how good it is. Tingly, warm, heart-racing, just a few to name how some people would put love into words, but that's not enough because love does more than that. It fills you up and the way you feel can't be described. Maybe it will never be defined.
There's too much we don't know. We can fantasize, we can hope, we can dream, but whatever love is, it isn't something that is easily described or explained. It's more than a feeling, more than a seventh sense, more than a force of nature, it's something more mysterious than paranormal beings, superheroes, and nine feet tall men. It's there, and we don't use it enough. Someday love won't be here because we'll be gone. We're not using something that's there everyday for us to use. Please use it while you can because someday it'll float away, light as a feather, and only those who expierienced love will notice, will care. It's not something to take for granted, it's never something in a stronger sense.
Hughslady, I thank you for asking more questions. Something to write about and something I've been thinking a lot of lately. Any of those who are reading, please leave a comment about how you would describe love. It will greatly help my understanding of this force of nature that drives us all, or some of us. Love is part of life. Life is part of this world. Our world is part of the future that has many things for us. Don't let it die.
10.13.2007
What's Love?
What's Love? Does it exist? Those were questions I had a long time ago. Now I believe that love is something more powerful, maybe something that's the most powerful among everything this world possesses. Until you really truly love someone, then you can't say anything about it. Even after you love someone, you can't explain it.
Love is something you can't put into words. No matter how tingly you feel, no matter how fast your heart beats, and no matter how much you long for that person you care for. It's something that is different for everyone. Opionions for love is different from every person. Every single person you ask will tell you something different about love. No one will have identical answers because it's a force that is expierienced differently by many people.
Of course it exists, just finding true love is the hard part. I believe I've found it, but time will tell me if I'm wrong or right. Maybe I'm just young, too excited and blinded in what the world is telling me about my boyfriend, but I strongly feel we belong together forever and ever. If you haven't had the chance to care about someone, then listen. Don't lose hope. It's there, you'll find it if it doesn't find you. Trust yourself, have faith, and don't give up because it gets tough. I never thought though, out of all my friends, that I'd be the one with the working and successful ongoing relationship. I'm not all that pretty, don't have the popular handsome guys chasing after me, but I had my best friend who is now my boyfriend. I learned never to doubt yourself, because doubting yourself is bad, and you'll prove yourself worthy of yourself anyway.
Enough about me, but I still can't write how love is the key to everything. Our hopes, our dreams, and our way to prosper with the world. I'm lucky that I have love right now, others are less fortunate and we should try to help them by giving those who are less fortunate our care. Just a side comment, don't take things for granted.
Love is something you can't put into words. No matter how tingly you feel, no matter how fast your heart beats, and no matter how much you long for that person you care for. It's something that is different for everyone. Opionions for love is different from every person. Every single person you ask will tell you something different about love. No one will have identical answers because it's a force that is expierienced differently by many people.
Of course it exists, just finding true love is the hard part. I believe I've found it, but time will tell me if I'm wrong or right. Maybe I'm just young, too excited and blinded in what the world is telling me about my boyfriend, but I strongly feel we belong together forever and ever. If you haven't had the chance to care about someone, then listen. Don't lose hope. It's there, you'll find it if it doesn't find you. Trust yourself, have faith, and don't give up because it gets tough. I never thought though, out of all my friends, that I'd be the one with the working and successful ongoing relationship. I'm not all that pretty, don't have the popular handsome guys chasing after me, but I had my best friend who is now my boyfriend. I learned never to doubt yourself, because doubting yourself is bad, and you'll prove yourself worthy of yourself anyway.
Enough about me, but I still can't write how love is the key to everything. Our hopes, our dreams, and our way to prosper with the world. I'm lucky that I have love right now, others are less fortunate and we should try to help them by giving those who are less fortunate our care. Just a side comment, don't take things for granted.
10.12.2007
Happy 39th B-Day Hugh!
Today is Hugh's 39th Birthday. He's currently in his home country, Australia, finishing up filming for Australia. Though he's had some time for charity like Bone Marrow donations and with Breast Cancer Awarness month, he and his wife, Deb have happily helped for the cause. Starting November, he will begin filming the prequal to the X-Men triology, Wolverine. It has been confirmed Gavin Hood will direct it in Australia, making it the first X-Men related movie not have a part made in Canada where a lot of the three X-Men movies were filmed.
He has also spent some quality time with his family at the beach since seasons are reversed, it's relatively warmer there, almost summer, and at justjared.com, you can search Hugh Jackman to see what he's been up to with his family and his workings of helping the community. Between last year and this year, Hugh has also participated in helping support those who have AIDS with writing a forward for James Houston's book titled MOVE, all proceeds go to a foundation for AIDS.
If you are interested in anything Hugh related, please leave a comment and I will get back to you somehow in the near future.
Just a little about Breast Cancer. A lot of us have been touched by it. I myself have witnessed a family member be taken over by its power, but they pulled through. Yet some of us are not that lucky. I've also experienced a teacher die of it. One that I only had for not even a year, but hold close to my heart. So I send my blessings and love to those who have been touched by Breast Cancer, those who lost to the disease, and those who are struggling through it.
He has also spent some quality time with his family at the beach since seasons are reversed, it's relatively warmer there, almost summer, and at justjared.com, you can search Hugh Jackman to see what he's been up to with his family and his workings of helping the community. Between last year and this year, Hugh has also participated in helping support those who have AIDS with writing a forward for James Houston's book titled MOVE, all proceeds go to a foundation for AIDS.
If you are interested in anything Hugh related, please leave a comment and I will get back to you somehow in the near future.
Just a little about Breast Cancer. A lot of us have been touched by it. I myself have witnessed a family member be taken over by its power, but they pulled through. Yet some of us are not that lucky. I've also experienced a teacher die of it. One that I only had for not even a year, but hold close to my heart. So I send my blessings and love to those who have been touched by Breast Cancer, those who lost to the disease, and those who are struggling through it.
10.10.2007
The Little Things in Life (Ya Gotta Love Them)
There are the small things that make life so worthwhile. A hello from a friend, a short message from someone you care about, even a small greeting as you pass in the hallway makes some peoples' days. Yet like love, we take small things for granted with money and friends and family when we should be cherishing it until it doesn't last any longer. Ultimately, the little things done for you or the little things you do for others aren't something to take lightly.
Exactly what other little things are there though? Well, for me, it's the way my boyfriend treats me. He's got a way of words, a way of just making my day, making my life so worthwhile with small things. A joke, a small story, or even his touch. I can sit at a lunch table with all of his friends, no questions asked. In fact, I'd call his friends my friends now too. Under that table...oh yes, under that table, he's got his leg wrapped around mine, his hand either holding mine or on my leg. Small things, nothing big like a kiss, nothing extravagent like a hug, but a small affectionate touch.
Other things such as greetings from friends, a rushed story of what happened to them last night or after school. Maybe even when people hold the door for you, things like that, cherish them. There's gonna be a time when you're lonely, when you've got no one to open the door, no one to give you their love or affection and when it comes to that, we find a way to deal. Some more desperately than others, but we do, and getting through until we can get back to those little things we rarely think about.
Be thankful for what you have, don't dwell on you lost, and stop wanting what you don't have. Laugh a lot, live life to its fullest, cherish those small things, give love and affection to those you care about, and most of all, don't stop believing.
Exactly what other little things are there though? Well, for me, it's the way my boyfriend treats me. He's got a way of words, a way of just making my day, making my life so worthwhile with small things. A joke, a small story, or even his touch. I can sit at a lunch table with all of his friends, no questions asked. In fact, I'd call his friends my friends now too. Under that table...oh yes, under that table, he's got his leg wrapped around mine, his hand either holding mine or on my leg. Small things, nothing big like a kiss, nothing extravagent like a hug, but a small affectionate touch.
Other things such as greetings from friends, a rushed story of what happened to them last night or after school. Maybe even when people hold the door for you, things like that, cherish them. There's gonna be a time when you're lonely, when you've got no one to open the door, no one to give you their love or affection and when it comes to that, we find a way to deal. Some more desperately than others, but we do, and getting through until we can get back to those little things we rarely think about.
Be thankful for what you have, don't dwell on you lost, and stop wanting what you don't have. Laugh a lot, live life to its fullest, cherish those small things, give love and affection to those you care about, and most of all, don't stop believing.
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